Koupa
-A remembrance
Forward: As one of two people who can comprehend Bee’s communication, I feel it is my duty to relay her sentiments regarding this tragic event. These are her thoughts and feelings, translated to the best of my ability. I hope I am capable of expressing how much she loved and respected him. As did I.
Honestly I don't think I could ever say enough.
"Somewhere far beyond this world- I feel nothing anymore..."
My brother, playmate, and friend: Please forgive me for not being by your side. I hope he told you what you meant to him, what you meant to all of us. Did he explain to you why, or just walk away? You were scared, confused… alone for the first time- and I wasn’t there for you. I didn’t know. I couldn’t know.
You stood proudly in the presence of greatness, but never in my shadow. Always willing to fly with me, your heart gave you more horsepower than the manual fathomed. Your spirit was so much greater than the sum of your foreign-made parts. Your greatness could not be measured in statistics. Cutting through the night as though you were born of it, you always kept up. You never backed down.
We protected each other in dangerous places. You sat with me when I was sad. You shouldered my burdens when I was tired. Cast to the ends of the earth, I knew I would never see you again, but that you would always be with me. Even in the darkest times, I can still see your comforting red glow, and I know I can follow it home. Though I drive alone now, I know that I am not.
I will always leave the spot next to me open for you. We will be together again, little brother. In this life or the scrap. I will not say goodbye.
